hey pplz!!!!

wow, i haven't updated in forever!!!! anywayz, life is going great right now. first time in ages, lol. anywayz, Christmas break is almost here and im excited. i need to go shopping when i get my paycheck. i should be getting sometime this week, so that's good. hopefully, it's a lot of money, cuz i need it. lol. new owners at main place and i freakin love it. even though lucy was there last night and she was majorly ticking me off. she was stressing everyone out that was behind the concession. idk y she was there anyway. she doesn't own it anymore. o well. that's all for now. laterz!!!!

She's seventeen years old.
She's not perfect; never has been, probably never will be.
She's emotional and she doesn't think about things before she says them. invariably,
She'll say some things that will make you want to strangle her.
She'll probably hurt you and make more mistakes than you can imagine.
She doesn't mean to, but she probably will. however,
She will appologize.
She's still learning about everything, even if she thinks she already knows it.
She's been hurt; hurt deeply.
Sometimes she feels so alone she can hardly stand it.
Other times she's so happy she acts drunk.
She's just trying to figure out this twisted time in her life when everything gets real complicated real fast and everything seems to spin out of control before she even begins to understand whats going on.
She loves, laughs, and does her best and thats all you can ever ask of her.

Some people are just born with tragedy in their blood. - Donnie Darko

There's only one rain cloud in the entire sky, and it's raining on me.
Somehow, i'm not surprised. --Eeyore

why is it that my friends dont even bother to notice im dying inside? that my heart has been torn out and all they do i just live their lives like they always have? they dont even take the time to ask how i am or what im doing anymore .. everyone just seems to be slipping away & all i can do is wonder why. its a shame -- the people you thought were your 'best friends' get their own lives, & they dont even notice how yours has been torn apart.

I don't really think people can change.
You know, at the end of the day, you
are who you are. And at the end of the
day, it's probably who you've always been.
-One Tree Hill

I just dont know why he likes me.
I mean, he's way smarter, and we have
like less than nothing in common.
Hes just going to get bored with me,
because pretty much, all guys do.

The mind forgets, but the heart always remembers.